Monday, January 6, 2014

6th Jan 2014; First forecast

Assalamualaikum and hi

Today was a disaster. Totally a mess. One mini tsunami suddenly happen this morning at Bilik Seminar Sg Buloh when surprisingly one man came into the door. Someone we... no I expect to come on 20th January. At that moment my heart stop for a second. My new CI(clinical instructor) has came!

A second after that I started screaming in my own mind 'What type of surprise it is?'

Then I calm myself, slowly breath in and out. its okay everything will be fine. He gonna be cool because that what i heard of.

After that everything change. The first person he review was me. What the heck!! Of course I cant answer his question because I hated being asked and I dont really like that subject. Not like I'm not like liked but its more because I cant understand it like everyone else. After few minutes later he go out to review my other friend. Pheww.. Relieved!!

I being disappointing again. At the afternoon he gave us a SIX STOREY high task to be completed by next morning.

I have case presentation next afternoon and evaluation after that. Now I have one more work to do.

Why all of this must happen on me? I feel I want to cry. Suddenly one voice says to my heart 'You become far and further from Who own you. He love you and He just want you to come back for Him'

 I realized. I accept my punishment. Please keep me on Your track, Ya Allah.

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